2.13.2009

i don't want a romeo.
didn't you know...that story, it ended badly.
songs on the radio.
someone is ecstatic, someone is hurting
i'm in between.
i'm tired from waiting.
i don't want this if you don't.
my hope has started dying..
like acid leeching through my body.
my heart beats slower and slower.
i won't push it if you won't.
i will not force you to love me.
i deserve someone who knows.
who knows that they want me!

i had a dream last night.
i was getting married.
i can't remember his face, only that he was tall.
and that he had a great smile.
and he loved me deeply.
and he wanted to be there.
nothing forced.

here comes goodbye.
is it goodbye?
i dread the tears i know i'll cry.
maybe you're my romeo.
i want out of love
with him
i want to fall in love with You.
majesty surrounds You
love overwhelms me
be my everything.
but You're not here to hold onto.
no heartbeat here to listen to.
no eyes to see my soul through.
no hand to press mine into.

i want to fall in love.
but only You are evertrue.
only You.
only You.
only You.