I'm realizing that sometimes I can care more about someone than he or she cares about me. I invest a lot of myself in people, and then get hurt when it's not reciprocated at the level I'd like or thought we had. Unrequited friendships, if you will. They stink.
It's really disappointing with one friendship, someone I've really been there for over the years, and I feel like there must have been SOMETHING I did wrong, to have him just drop me/ignore me/whatever it is...especially seeing as I'm not being overbearing or over the top in trying to be a part of his life. I can honestly say that.
I understand sometimes that friendships just simply fade~ people grow apart, or something just causes one person to float one way and the other person another. But to be great friends one week and the next week have short conversations only, or one sided efforts....hhhhhhh. I just don't understand it! There's not much I can do either.
8 days!! I'm groaning because of all the moneys that go into everything I'm doing right now...ACH. Textbooks are such a hassle!!! But Christine and I got them ordered and shipped to my new house in Germany! We also got everything set for Blaze's flight, which will be separate from mine.
Wisdom teeth Thursday!
ciera! do i need to beat someone up?? im sorry, that sucks =\ you should definitely read stronger than you think by kim gaines eckert, it's helped me soo much by realizing that i create unrealistic expectations for others and by doing so i'm not allowing them to be who they really are. obviously im not saying that's what you're doing, but the book is soo helpful in trying to sort out & deal with the mess of relationships.. anyways i loove you tons & just remember to take one day at a time :] xo.
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