We're only human, right? We all go through our stuff. Our ups and downs, our distractions, etc...I'm finding that even when life is good and we're praising God for it, Satan can come in and distract us.
In all honesty, I'm unarmed.
I haven't spent the time that I need to in the word. My soul is crying for something to quench its thirst. Why am I surprised when I don't find it in these things of the world?
And I feel behind. On so many levels I feel behind. School, my walk with God. But I've learned so much. I've grown so much. SO MUCH is never enough...will never BE enough. That's kind of disheartening sometimes, isn't it? That we'll never fully be THERE, that we'll always be susceptible to another fall, another screw-up?
And I'm praising God for the things that are happening in my life. I am confessing with my mouth all the things he's done for me. To everyone. He is getting the glory with my words...but what about my life?
Step two would be to go to him and talk to him about these things: the hard things that aren't really that hard once we get past them and realize that God's way will always be the best way.
Do you ever read over something you wrote awhile back and think, wow, my head was on straight! What happened?
Oof.
Sisters...and you know who you are... I love you. Let's talk. I wish we could be all together right now like old times.
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